Friday, July 1, 2011

Is there Hope?

Well, another trip to the Dr.  My potassium is finally up! (It only took 3 months, heart palipatations, a cardiologist)  So I'm stuck taking potassium chloride elixer...YUCK! (better than the molasses that I was taking to increase my levels).  The Parkinsonism is worsening, my head nods continually as if I was listening to music.  I've actually had people ask me, "What are you listening too? I don't see any earbuds?".  Embarrassing!  A good friend nick named me "bobble head", it's endearing from her, but when strangers comment, it hurts.  I will see the specialist this July.  My research I did, wasn't promising, so that's why I ask "Is there Hope?"

My disability was denied, again..:-( .  Who would've ever thought that at the ripe ole age of 41, I find I cannot support myself and kids.  With all respect to reforms of government funded programs, I can't believe there is nothing out there for someone in my position, or that some other appointed Dr decides just how ill I am, and still believes I can be gainfully employed?  I submitted my appeal.  All I can do is wait, and pray.

Heaven have mercy and God give me strength.